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Adus!!! kepenatan tahap gaban... berusaha mencari bahan cucian dalam alam maya tapi tak berjaya.... penat.. penat... tepu dah otak! deadline dah dekat! camne ni? ada yang kena cuci toilet lepas ni!!! sabar je lah.....

Things people do for love...

They are both divorcees. He is with 2 daughters and she has 3. They are close friends. They confide in each other. Gradually he falls in love with her. She was an ex-model who now works in a bank. She is stunningly beautiful, but with very low self-esteem especially after the separation. Somehow she didn't get the custody of the kids and has been in devastated state eversince. She doesn't earn much, now lives with her parents and has to travel far to her workplace. She is vulnerable and lost in life. He is lost in love and this makes him vulnerable. He tried lots of things to win her heart. He used lots of tricks to woo her. At one point he proposed her, asked her hands to cling to his eternally... but... she said no. She wasn't ready. His ego was bruised but he did not give up. They are still friends. She needs him as her pillar, he needs her as his queen.

He always showers her with gifts, flowers, motivational books and what not. Hoping she would see how sincere he is towards her, how helplessly in love he is with her. He gives her motivation to face the odds, provides her shoulders to cry on when she breaks down, shares his strength when she is at her weakest point, lifts her up when she falls. His life revolves around her (besides his 2 gorgeous angels). Still, she wants him only as friends. He has come to the point that he just wants her to be happy. He would do anything to see her joyous smile. He loves her so much that it hurts.

He believes (or maybe I made him believe?) that the core of her problem is money. She lacks of it. If she has more money, she can get a house nearby the office, hence, less travelling. If she has more money, she can show to her ex that she is financially stable and can afford to take care of her daughters. She misses them terribly and wants to be with them always. If she has more money, she can buy a laptop and do her work from home and spend more time with her kids. If she has more money, she can pamper herself more, hence, makes her happier. Money is not everything, yes, but everything is money. Upon, realising this, he knew he had to do something. Oh, no, he cannot just give her money. She won't accept it. So, he came up with an idea (it was actually MY idea!) to create a job for her. A part-time job as his Personal Assistant. No, he didn't need one actually, but he did it in the name of love. He made up stories of being awfully busy and offered her the job. She eagerly accepted! She was so keen and wanted to start asap! She was extremely excited! He was excited too! He planned to buy her a laptop and pay her RM500 a month. All comes from his own money!!! He told me that he wasn't really sure what he wanted her to do actually. Maybe just updating his schedules and writing memos for the time being. Wow! RM500 a month and a laptop just by doing that??? He didn't care he said. He just wanted her to be happy. That's enough for him. He is not expecting anything in return from her. It's ok if they just remain friends. He is happy when she is happy. He would do anything for her.. Anything for love..

Hmmm........

aku dan si hensem tinggi..

Berikut adalah sms ku pada si hensem tinggi pada hari ahad..

Aku : Salam, Jom lunch kat D'curve tomorrow?

HT : Petang boleh?

Aku : Ala... by that time I dah nak balik ipoh.. (baca dengan nada manja, ok? ;D)

HT : Breakfast kat **** at 9.30?

Aku : Hmm... Hmm.. Hmm... tak pelah... I tunggu u balik Ipoh je lah.. U akan balik dalam masa terdekat ni kan? kan?

No reply from him... So, aku anggap, aku hanya akan jumpa dia di Ipoh nanti...

Isnin. Tengah breakfast dgn family around 10.30 pagi... tetiba...

"So, I won't hesitate, no more.. no more.. It cannot wait, I'm yours" - ni ringtone handphone aku la...

So, I searched for the phone in my bag. Took it out, OMG, it's him!!!! Excited giler, boleh???

Aku Gedik : Hello, Assalamualaikum!

Hensem Tinggi : Waalaikumussalam. Jumpa tengahari ni boleh? Appointment I dah cancel.

Aku Gedik : Oh, ok. Kita lunch dekat D'Curve ye?

Hensem Tinggi : U datang sini la.. D' Curve tu jauh sangat. I ada appointment lain kat sini.

Aku Gedik : Ala.. I mana tau nak gi sana macam mana..

Hensem Tinggi : Ok, u kat mana sekarang?

Aku Gedik : Damansara

Hensem Tinggi : Kalau macam tu kita jumpa kat Bangsar, ok?

Aku Gedik : U... u datang sini la.. I really can't go out of damansara.. Lagipun, I need to go to selayang after this..

Hensem Tinggi : silence

Aku Gedik : ok, dari pukul berapa ke pukul berapa u free?

Hensem Tinggi : 12.30 sampai 2.

Aku Gedik : hmmm....

tetiba line putus. aku pun hantar sms kat dia

Aku : HT, kalau u rasa terlebih rajin dan extra baik, kita makan jepun kat D'Curve ek? I tunggu ok?

HT : Tak dapat la... kalau macam tu kita tangguh di Ipoh je nanti ya?

Aku : oooookaayyyy :(

So, itulah dia... kami hampir berjumpa dan makan bersama di ibu kota hutan batu tu.. Tapi, tak kesampaian.. so near yet so far... kalau tak, mesti aku dah di cloud 9! Tapi aku tetap menaruh harapan untuk berjumpa si hensem tinggi ni bila dia ke ipoh nanti.. haiii... cepat-cepatlah datang ya?! hehehe.. gatazzzzzz! ;D

breaking away

I am going to KL today. Really need the break after working non-stoppingly for almost 10 months (or maybe more). It is time to spend more time with my parents, sisters, brother, ipar duai and my nephews and nieces. And if i have extra time, maybe with my cousins as well... And if I really manage and plan my time well, I might be able to find and hour or two to be spent with si hensem tinggi! hahahaha.. That will be great!! hahahaha...

Oh, and I have a small mission too. Need to go to Ikea to buy something for my Lady Boss. It is not easy to be the tukang cuci you see... There are a lot of things that need to be cleaned, but people don't really appreciate our job. They always take us for granted. They don't care about the adversity that we have to go through just to make sure everything is super clean up to their standard. All they know is just complain and complain and make more complaints! Most of the complaints are too much! But one nincompoop did make an outrageously unfair and nonsensical complaint to the authority and our Lady Boss was called and some of us were being observed just to make sure we did the cleaning according to the specs given to us. Lady Boss was really upset and so were we. We need to cheer her up. Plus, in 10 days we plan to celebrate our Boss' 1000 days with us. So, I hope to find something smashing in Ikea this weekend.

Gosh, I'd better pack up my stuff now. We are leaving in an hour! So, KL folks, here I come...!!!

errrrk..!

Tengah syok create blog ni tadi tetiba handphone berbunyi. Terus amik phone. Tengok kat skrin, eh, tak kenal plak no 019 ni.. Peminat yang mana satu pulak ni? Yelah akhir-akhir ni ramai pulak orang-orang yang tak berapa nak kenal dok call. Anyway, aku jawab gak panggilan tu. Teruja pun ada sebenarnya... Siapa agaknya pemanggil misteri yang tak ku kenali ni ye?

aku : Hello, Assalamualaikum.

dia : Hello, ni jual gas ke?

aku : ha?

dia : ni penjual gas ke?

(cis! ada ke kata aku ni penjual gas?)

aku : err.. tak lah..

dia : bukan?

aku : bukan..

dia : ni no 01* ******* kan?

aku : ya

dia : bukan jual gas?

aku : bu..kan..

dia : eh dulu ni no orang jual gas!

aku : ........................

dia : err.. takpelah.. sorry ya! terima kasih!

aku : ok..

Aku terus merenung hanphone aku... Sejak bila la pulak no ni no penjual gas? Ini la kali pertama orang call aku nak gas. Aku mana ada supply gas kecuali gas yang datang dari dalam perut! hik..hik..hik..

berani ke berubah?

Entah kenapa sejak akhir-akhir ni aku selalu terfikir... Tak nak tukar profesion ke? Masih tahan ke dengan kerja-kerja yang dah menjadi rutin seharian? Tak mahu cuba sesuatu yang baru ke?

Tadi baru bersembang melalui telefon dengan seorang kawan (lelaki hensem yang tinggi, yang menjawat jawatan tinggi dan bergaji tinggi! hehe..). Dia baru rekrut seorang kawan lamanya yang satu profesion dengan aku untuk bekerja dengannya. Kata si hensem tinggi ni, kalau aku betul-batul serius, dia mungkin boleh memberi atau mewujudkan untuk aku jawatan di tempatnya. Tetapi, ada syaratnya... aku kena kahwin dengan dia!!! hahahaha... How I wish!! Takdelah... Syaratnya aku kena kerja di bandaraya hutan batu yang penuh pencemaran dan terkenal dengan traffic jam itu! (aah, lebih rela kawin dengan dia, terus aku tak payah kerja! hahahahaha). Hmmm... Menarik sebenarnya kalau dapat menukar angin.. Tapi takut pun ada... Sekarang ni dah biasa dengan kerja separuh hari dan cuti yang banyak terutamanya di hujung tahun. Takut pulak kalau bertukar kerja nanti, setiap kali november dan disember tiba, aku akan meroyan tengok kawan-kawan bercuti panjang, aku pulak kene kerja dari 9pg hingga 5ptg!! ish..ish..ish...

Sebenarnya takut kalau-kalau tak boleh sesuaikan diri dengan persekitaran yang baru. Takut kalau lebih susah dari yang dah ada. Takut kalau timbul penyesalan di kemudian hari. Takut kalau jatuh cinta lagi dengan si dia yang hensem tinggi ni! hahahaha..

Tapi, memanglah... Bertukar profesion ni nampak menarik tetapi ada risiko yang menanti... Bersedia ke aku ye? Hmmm.. Mungkin kena berjumpa dulu dengan si dia yang hensem tinggi ni untuk maklumat lanjut. Sebenarnya memang dah rancang nak 'dating' dengan dia masa berbual tadi. Kalau sempat hujung minggu ni nak jumpa.. Kalau tidak, hujung minggu depan dah dikosongkan untuk dia! hahahaha... Hei! FOKUSLAH! Ok..Ok.. Aku kena fokus... hehe.. Memarahi diri sendiri! Macam mana pun, aku tak boleh terburu-buru.. Nanti tertanggal bulu! hahahaha....